pulut durian nyum3

Assalamualaikum... <3

Tibe2 hati trase sayu..mata pn mngluarkan air mata...tibe2 sensitif xbtempat..nie smua gara2 pulut durian..dia yg salah..mmg dia yg bsalah..aishh..tibe2 pulak nak salahkan dia..kesian dia..sob3..tibe2 malam nie teringin sangat nak makan pulut durian..nie semua gara2 hari tu balik umah, ma tanak pulut nak buat pulut durian tapi xsempat nak makan sebab kena pegi Melaka malam tu..hati tersangat lah sedih..da macam orang frust..bhahaha...lepas mandi tadi terbau pulut durian..menyebabkan teringat peristiwa xsempat nak makan pulut durian..haduuu..kenapa sengaja mencabar kelaparan saya...hihii..text ehem2 la cakap teringin nak makan pulut durian..dia pun reply..kat umah dia ada pulut durian..kalau boleh nak melompat2 dah..pucuk dicita ulam mendatang..buat2 tak apa lah..dengan harapan dia akan faham..tapiiiii...ohoooo...dia tak faham..dia pulak yang cakap tak apa lah..menitik2 lah air mata keluar..teringat lah kat umah..kat ma..kat abah..kat meoww2(padahal kat umah tak ade pn kucing)hahaha..

Saya persembahkan pulut durian yang memang dapat mencairkan imam..hehehe..tido dalam kempunan..harap2 mimpi makan pulut durian.. nyum3..see..memang kalau sape2 tengok akan terliur...-..-

are u trying to be perfect??

yess, smua org xperfect..masing2 ada kelemahan masing2..jgn la kite fkir diri kite nie tlalu perfect...hebakkk sgt..Alhamdulillah bcoz now i'm wear tudung..ramai yg  salah anggap..bile sum1 tu pakai tudung, dia dh brubah jadi baek..jadi ustazah..please do open ur mind..she's trying to be more better..xsalah kan..dia pn xd nk sruh kamu ikut jejak dia..kita smua thu kan yg mnutup aurat 2 adalah kwajipan..s0, jgn la bila sum1 tu da brubah, kita judge dia mcm2..mulut cakap alhamdulillah kawan aku da brubah..happy dgn prubahan dia tpi kt blkang ckp mcm2..ada jew bnda yg xkena..org ckp, aku xpakai tudung tapi aku tau apa yg betul n apa yg salah..rase2, xpakai tudung 2 betul sgt ke..juz think properly before u saying anything..jgn tau nk melenting jew..sdangkan org xd ckp ap2 pn pasal kamu ye..org bila da tbiase mngata pasal org, n bila org yg dia mngta 2 tba2 updte pasal islamic, awk pn mgelabah cakap dia mngata kt awk..sdgkan org 2 xtlintas pn psl awk kt fkiran dia..please do understand properly..dia pakai tdung sbb kwjipan..bkn sbb nk tnjuk dia baek..dia update ayat lbh kurang nk islamic bkn sbb dia baek..tpi lebih elok kn dari update bnda yg bukan2 n ayat yg mnyakitkan hati org...

p/s: tiba2 plk jadi ustazah...hahaa..;D

malacca...^_^

Alhamdulillah...akhirnya pagi tadi kami smpai ke KB...hri jumaat mlm hr2 sy n my ehem2 btolak ke Melaka...penat sgt..12 jam lebih dri KB-MELAKA..wlaupun hnya 2mlm 1hari, tapi kami dpt mluangkan masa bsama2..1st time dpt g jln jauh..hehee..seronok sgt2..byk kenangan n dia..wlpaupn xbyk tempat yg ktaorg pegi, tpi ktarog puas ati..sweett moment..ktaorg xbyk sgt amek pic..mb bukan jnis addicted sgt kot nk posing...hehe..so, here's some pic yg sempat ktaorg amek..weeee~

morning view...*_*

^PANTAI MARINA^

 

 

 

 

mengisi masa lapang..hewhew

yg patah tumbuh,yg hilang berganti

 

 penyejuk mata n pmbimbing yg dkurnia kan utk sy...sum1 that's deserve for me and my family... Alhamdulillah... ^__^

B.O.R.I.N.G

Rase da lama gile kot xupdate blog…da bzaman..hehee..xtau nape rase mls…final dah,pause dah, raye pn dah..skrg da nk masuk sem baru..xsbar nk start new sem…boring da dk kt umah..hewhew..sem lpas tlalu la bz..byk sgt krje..n plus n subject yg majority rase xdpt nk score.. tpi Alhamdulillah smua ok..hope diz sem is more btter…2sem lgi nk abes…can’t waittt….wehuuuuuuu~

buat baek salah,buat jht lgi la salah..salah ke klu kita nk brubah..bukan brubah jadi jahat..npe nk ptikaikan bnda yg elok..Ya Allah,kau jadikan sku seorg yg tabah dan sabar..

susah sangat ke nk setia...+_+

Am i to0 fo0l?? to0 stupid?? i've trust u s0 much..npe blh jdi cmtu ye..u have told me that's 0nly me..tpi perlu ke nk hai2 bye2 n org laen?ye sy tlalu bodoh bcoz of when i told only u,it's really means it..only u..da xd nk hai2 bye2 n sape2..even kt laman sosial or msg2..klu ad pn mmber yg jarang2 skli nk hai2 bye2..did u to0 b0ring with me?smpai kn nk hai2 bye2 n org laen..s0,xd guna la slame nie sy wat xtau jew klu org hai2 bye2 kt laman s0sial...argghhh..i hate myself bcoz i'm really means thre's 0nly u...it's my fault coz i've found n read smthing like that...hmmmm...*_*

^ BESTIES ^

i've missed all the time when sch0oling and dipl0ma..every single things we've share t0ghter..we care each others..we love each others..buktinye,time nk mkn xkn ad s0rg pn yg ttinggal or klpran..even we're ro0mate r dfferent course n class, we still tggu time 4 lucnh t0gther..time ad psr mlm, we will wait each others..nk pgi psr mlm sma2..nk mkn sma2..even nk mandi pn sma2 but dffrent bathr0om..heee~...sumpah i've miss all these things..bila da tibe time degree,i feel like i'm dying...i've n0 one..but i'm still lucky bcoz i've U n meklini tipah and easter..who that is care n love me..tpi easter da pindah kmpus..s0, i'm al0ne..klu x,slme nie dia yg slalu bsme2 sy..smtimes rase nk nangis n nk blk..tpi i already 24..xnk jdi cm bdk2..bila xd kwn,xnk pgi skolah...hehe..

^ r0omates^

^ wingmates^

^classmates^

^ schoolmates^

^easter^

^meklini tpah ^

MATEREALISTIC vs PISAU CUKUR

tba2 tfikir nk ckp psl bnda alah nie.. perlu ke sseorang lelaki tue penuhi smua khndak gf dia, smpai kan nak mkan pn da xmampu... syg o bodoh laki tue? I think tue bkan syg tpi tlalu bodoh.. syg pn agak2 la... belum khwn lgi knn...mmg la klu blh kte nak penuhi semua khendak gf kite coz nak tunjuk kite nie syg dia... tapi bpada2 la.. smpai bli hp la, cmera dgtal la.. tah ap2 la kn.. sy nie bukan la jeles pn.. agak2 la kn..laen la klu bf tue da krje ke apa..nie still student lagi...fikir la, mane dia nak cari duit untuk beli semua tue..klu setakat blnje makan ke, beli baju ke, ok la kan.. nie smpai beli bnda2 mahal.. mampu ke kite nk support org laen sedangkan kite still ag student...tue blm lagi khwn.. klu da khwn xtau la cne.. tue pn klu khwn la kn.. klu xkhwn cne? xke rase mnysal? pstue mula la nk ungkit ckp pisau cukur la, ap la..mcm2 la..

D.E.M,A.M

Arghhh..sgt xsuke..dmam yg sgt teruk..smpai kan suara pn xkuar..ap la nsib..sob3..n tiba2 plk skit mata..nk g cls pn malu..n suare xd,n mata merah..adooiii..dpt MC tpi boring dk umah..pnya la smgt bwk buku..igt nk wat krje tpi xwat pn..hihu..asyk tdo n tgok tv jew..haduuu..wake up la mek b!!


P/S: sy rinduuuuu dia...^_^

t0nite

i'm dying..i miss u damn much..i can't tell you how much dat i miss u..every minute, every hour n every day i always miss u..yup, i'm truely miss u dear...^_^

u make me crazy..^_^

hari2 sy rindu awk..macam sweet plk kan..haha..tapi 2la kenyataan nye..mmg sy sntiase rindukan awk..h0pe psaan nie akan kekal sampai bila2...tpi kadang2 sy xpasti..betul ke psaan awk terhadap sy..sy tlalu takut untuk mnaruh harapan..sy takut sy akan kecewa..kbaiii!

LUV U

I'M NOT PERFECT BUT I'M ALWAYS TRYING MY BEST 4 U..

sy rindu die...^_^

xtau nape malam nie sy rindu sangat2 kt dia..mb sebab sy tlalu penat...sy nk spent msa utk dia tpi dia suh sy tdo if penat..mmg sy penat tpi sy cuba utk luangkan msa sy utk awk..tiba2 sy nangis..nangis sebab sy tlalu rindukan awk tapi awk xfaham..sy tau awk faham sy sebab sy penat...thanx sgt2..tpi sy nak awk jugak faham yg sy rindu awk n nak spent msa n awk even skejap...sy tau awk faham sy bz..klu sy xmsg,awk pn xmsg..senyap camtu jew..xd pn ckp pape..yg menunjukkan awk caring pasal sy..sy sedih tapi sy xnak cakap pape..biar semua tue ikhlas dari dia..bukan sebab sy yg cakap..sy rindu awk...~_~

RESULT...^_^

Lately kt fb, ramai yg updte status psl result..ye,result ye adik2..result exam ye..smua bdebar2 tggu 22FEB..smua gmentar..cam nk pengsan pn ada..pelik kn..xpelik pn..ckp org, kite pn apa kurang nye..sjuk kaki cm nk demam..xbhnti2 bdebar..cam nk pengsan...hahaha...msa 1st check email xd ag..org da ramai updte ckp da tgok..gelabah jela..tau la da tgok kamm..haippp..tggu punya tggu last2 da dpt email..mula2 skali tgok ad yg repeat x..alhamdulillah smua lps..tgok plk pointer..alhamdulillah...smua alhamdulillah..bru la mula tgok teliti sbjek n gred yg dpt...feuuuwwww...bdebar da hilang..n my bestie pn dpt result lbh kurang same wif me..syukur sangat2..smua org yg saya syg xd repeat n smua pointer ok..alhamdulillah..syukur..yeayyy...;))

p/s: sem depey wat molek deh...ehe

miss u..^_^

adik..i've miss u a lot..kan bgus klu adik ad kt umah..ad kwan..nie shri2 dk sorg2..boring sgt2..klu blk weekend pn xd org..i'm really miss u..byk bnda nk cte..byk bnda yg da blaku..klu dlu kte 2 jew yg slalu ad kt umah..2pn adik nk ikut sy tdo kt umah sewa kt mchang..nsb umah pmpuan kn..hehehe

p/s: blaja rajin2 ye shayam..;))

afraid

i'm afraid that 0ne day i'll lo0sing u...i'm afraid that 0ne day i'll be fall in l0ve with u...i'm afraid when u f0und an0ther girl...i'm afraid when u're n0t care ab0ut me anymore...i'm afraid....i'll stay away..s0rry..u're n0t hurting me but i didn't know what i feel right n0w...

sensitive..

act,it's n0rmal la pmpuan cpt touching..nme lgi pmpuan kn..mmg lemah lembut...tpi ntahla,org slalu fkir yg bla kte touching 2 kte mrjuk..bkn mrjuk la..mrjuk 2 laen..nie laen..huhu...hmm..nape la sy nie sensitive sgt ye...act,sy nk ikt akak g krje kt cmer0n..tpi xtau la npe tba2 brubah fkiran...tdi sy ckp kt adk yg sy rase sy xjdi nk ikut akak pgi cmer0n..6t xd org nk jga ma..xd org nk tlg ma..hmm..tba2 jew sdih n trus nangis..adk da tgelak2..dia ckp bnda cm2 pn nk nangis..ad0iii..sensitive sgt sy nie..abh pn tgelak2 tgok sy..dia ckp 6t nk khwn cne..nk krje jauh2 cne..tpi smua 2 kan lmbat ag..xnk fkir ag wat mase nie...susah nk ubah pgai sy nie..mmg da dri dlu cm2..org marah n masam muke ckt pn da nangis..tkt kena marah...huhuu...entah la..sy slalu cube nk jdi kuat tpi xlh..laen org,laen pgai kn..kdang2 kte sdri pn xprasan yg kte nie tlalu sensitive...

p/s: my bestie pggl sy air mata 1tempayan..ntah ap2 la..hehehe

best sgt2!!

bila nk kawen...^_^

bla kakak da kawen, tiba plk gliran adik..org dk sbuk tnya bila plk yg adik nk khwn...sob3..nsb la ad 2org jew pmpuan..klu ad kakak rmai kn best..lmbt la lgi org nk tnya..pnat nk jwb..fmly smua dk tnya, sy nanti n org mne..sy xlh nk jwb la..huhu..n m.cik yg plg rapat n sy pn cbuk nk tau sape bf sy..c.dah ku syg,jwpn nye,sy xd bf lgi..dia pn mula la cbuk nk cri bf kt sy...hadoiii...i'm n0t ready yet..sy suke sy single...;))


p/s: kakak..sy rindu nk gaduh n kamu..nk tid0 sma2,mkn sma2..syg kakak...

yeayy..da abes exam..lmbtnya update..sjak abes exam,bz n wedding my sis..xsmpt nk update pape...nsib da xd bf kn..klu da ad bf,msti kcik ati..hehe...tpi klu dpt bf yg mmhami ok jgk kn..ehehe...tpi xpla, skrg bkn msa utk cri bf...biar msa jela yg tentukan..;))...since my sis da kawen..sdih plk..6t da xd kawan nk borak,nk gdoh..da sorg2..

p/s: bla la sy nk khwn..weee~

i think i'm better without u..;))

hye..^_^

rindu bl0g sy...da lm xbkak..xtau nk tlis..tggu abes exam la...gdluck!!!ok baiii